Shhh.

OH MY GOODNESS!
Time to hide my face.

Spare me.

Yesterday was kind of awkward and all, but since I was still feeling unwell, my attention was apparently diverted to myself.

This was what happened. I met up with Anne along the way and we headed to Downtown together. Coincidentally, we bumped into Nadz and Nab when we were about to take the escalator down, and them, in the opposite direction.

So we were roped in to throw a little birthday surprise for dearest, and a belated one for Nadz.

As time went by, I felt my temperature rising. Nadz said I looked like I was on the verge of collapsing.
NOOOOO! It mvst haue been svch an awfvl sight.
Nab was right. When I fall sick, I will be very sick.

I have never been so vulgar before. I have been mentally hurling abuse at myself. It is such a wrong time to fall ill! Grrr..

After the whole mini celebration, Nab, Anne and Ash walked me over to Nadz's bike. There was this brief moment of silence when I was wondering about something. I thought Nadz should turn out the other way instead of that way then I realised the arrow was directing that way instead of the other way.
Confused? So am I.
Anyhow, he sent me home and that probably set soulmate's mind at ease(:

17 July.

What an ending.

Rotten luck.
As if my week wasn't bad enough. Now, I have to end it with a fever.
I woke up feeling very uncomfortable and unwell, only to realise I was running a temperature. I asked my brother where the thermometer was, he conveniently shrugged his shoulders and told me to look for it myself. I warned him not to tell my dad about me, but no, he had to do so. Then I crawled back to bed. That action of his made me sleep in no peace at all. My dad constantly came in to check on me, persuading me to get a doctor. Nothing new.

When I officially got out of bed, I was feeling a tad better. Just that I still had dizzy spells. However, that didn't ruin my appetite for some Tom Yum soup. I don't know why, but I would always crave for spicy food when I am ill, especially Tom Yum soup. I can still remember my vomiting symphony vividly.
Shudders.

I indulged myself with ice cream, brownie and chocolates. But apparently, I was couch-ridden. I thought I would get better so long as I was a little bit active. Guess I was wrong. By the time evening curtain was drawn, my temperature went up to 38.2 degree Celsius.

I thought it couldn't have gotten any worse. Guess I was wrong again. It shot up to 38.7 degree Celsius. I finally gave up and put away my obstinate front, and popped in a paracetamol tablet. Miraculously, my temperature dropped to 37.8 degree Celsius. I was surprised as I never knew the medication is that effective. Paracetamol sure does wonders. I am a whole lot better now.


HAPPY MERRY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST!
I will always love you, best friend.
I miss you so much :D

Forever doubting, doubting forever.

Searching for a thousand and one reasons to give you the benefit of doubt.
Things change, things have changed. The freshness is dying along with each passing day.
Way too overwhelming.
Conquering my mind.
Distracting.
Liking it, yet not liking it.

It has been centuries since I last written a substantial post. I need to gradually pick up the momentum. But then again, project deadlines are queuing in line, and up next is our final examinations. Let me guess, I would have to prepare for five papers. Oh, I'm surprised! Sooo not.

On a lighter note, my beloved group mates and I have successfully completed our POM project and handed in bang on time. Three cheers for Adz, Cryst, Hamz, Jean and Mas!
WOOHOO!!!
Whistles.

I would really like to summarise my week with a positive ring. However, like what I have told you right at the beginning of the week, my week wouldn't turn out good. Not about perceptions or whatever, it is just one of those weeks. Thankfully, my POM project wasn't implicated. In retrospect, I wouldn't mind trading five days of torture for good grades for POM project in return.

I skipped a couple of lectures and a tutorial this week, but surprisingly, there isn't even a tinge of regret. I am guessing it is because I skipped lessons to sleep in a tad longer, or to work on my project. In this case, I am referring to POM presentation slide show.

I jumped RA1's lecture, for the first time in my whole entire life breathing on a planet. Reason being, I was way too tired, hence the decision of absenting myself from lecture. Come on, it was a Monday! I was placing high hopes in keeping a clean, sleek record for RA! All broken now. But since I have learnt that the lecture was simply a waste of time, it is sufficient to compensate my blemished record.

I hopped MF's tutorial. Same reason as mentioned above. Our tutor didn't review our report that particular day. I have the ability to choose the correct lectures or tutorials to skip. Hoho. I remember he also didn't assess our report when I hopped his tutorial previously.

I leaped MF's lecture today to sleep in a little longer, and I think I deserve it! Haha. Just so you know, I was up last night to read through POM's project and smooth out the creases.
(I missed out whatever click click thing Adz and Cryst was talking about.)

Last but not least, I bounced POM's lecture. Well, it was a group alliance. All, for working on our slide show. We got our presentation part, by luck, and apparently, Cryst was the unfortunate one. Supposedly, she was to present on Controlling, which was the longest shizzzt everrr. But since she wasn't too confident about that, I decided to switch with her after slight contemplation. So now, she will be presenting the part on Leading. My roots... Haha!
Just to reassure you, babe, no worries, I am perfectly fine with it. Otherwise, why would I even suggest it, right?

Nooooo, my post is revolving around projects, projects, and more projects!

You rock.

Principles of Management project, down :D
Presentation on Tuesday.

For nothing.

But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Please.

Please*20000000000000000.
I'll be good.
Promise.

(Fearing tomorrow. Nooo.)

Falling.

Cross my fingers. You know what you can do to help. But that feeling isn't strong enough.
It's useless.
Who am I trying to deceive?
You fool.

What a waste.

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I just read my email.

Vee-dee-o.

Pickchers.

Once upon.

To so many places, on 8 July.
:D

Significance of 5 July.

HAPPY ONE YEAR, BRATTY!
How time flies fleetingly fast, babe.
Woohooooo.

Flip those pages.

My fruitful day.

I had a lovely time with my four other girls, Adz, Cryst, Hamz and Mas. No doubt we kept getting distracted whilst doing our project, but I guess those laughters perked us up.

After which, I spent some time with Hamz before going our separate ways. So off I went to the airport to have my dinner.

I dropped by Fish&Co. and I got to hang out with dearest, Anne and Ash. I miss dearest.

I know, it's getting boring in here.

In search.

Finding a thousand and one reasons.

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

Under the hiding moon.

23 June 2009, Tuesday, The Walk.
(1930-2100)

Random day.

Yesterday was just one of those days when you have decided to go out but not sure where to. Anyhow, Nabz and I met in the early evening and staggered our way to Downtown East lugging our laptops along.

After searching high and low for a suitable place to settle down, we eventually made ourselves comfortable in a cosy corner of Fish&Co. Express. We spent quite some time there before heading to Mcdonalds to chill in another little cosy corner with the rest.

Second deadly shot at it!
:D

A tad bewildering.

You are my routine.

Detrimental.

The echo of fear.
Sometimes, I really dislike having some personal time on my own. This is the time when I begin to sort out my thoughts. Yes, it may be an advantage to me as it brightens my perceptions which enables wiser decisions. Yet on the other hand, it puts me in disadvantage as my mind tends to bow towards the worst. It just makes me ponder way too much.
One word describes it all:
SHITTY.

I guess after all, lives of DPs are not intertwined.